You are the medicine.
Hi, I’m Jackie and I’m happy you are here!
Kismet Mystic is an evolution of my journey and I’m very grateful to share mystical and ancient wisdom with you.
As for me… I’m a mystic, a seeker, teacher and an agent of liberation. I’m here to disrupt “spiritual spaces” and empower all people *who want* to experience the healing of their mind, body, spirit and emotions. I’m here to guide others to get into their body, understand their unconscious mind and learn how to reprogram their unconscious, so they can live full of energy and aliveness.
The secrets of the shadow are simple, but the shadow is a slippery fish, so even though it is simple, to grasp it is for those who will go slowly, abide patiently and be willing to learn. When you understand your shadow/unconscious you gain clarity, strengthening your intuition and it supports you to align to your most authentic self.
I believe you are a powerful soul & you have innate wisdom- however, the human journey is to learn how to access the power of our soul- annnnnd the way we learn is through contrast; thus we have to experience the opposite (being disempowered) in order to learn. It’s a hero’s journey and the invitation is to remember, reconnect and become the one you are looking for.
Darkness is the unconscious and shadow; and this is something we inherently avoid. However, it is a vital part of the human journey, as this is how we learn and evolve.
I have a unique gift of understanding the subtle energy of the unconscious and I use this gift in my offerings to create a safe place for clients to gain deeper understanding of themselves and their shadow. I have looked deeply into my own darkness and shadow, and learned how to forgive, to accept and to embrace all of it.
This does not mean less challenges, for a life without challenges would mean no growth and no adventure! Rather, we are here to learn how to fully experience our life and emotions and become the conscious creator of our inner story. Fulfillment and joy, as I see it, come from being fully present and connecting to and understanding the symbolism and meaning of your experiences. I work with a variety of clients, from those who want to dip their toe in and those who are ready to step into liberation. Every little step matters. I would love to work with you!
A little about my journey
I’m a mystic, seeker, student, sojourner and teacher, through and through. Life, experiences & relationships are a place to learn and I am always seeking to understand and gain wisdom through them. And I’ve been through the darkness of all of it.
I was the little kid that talked to the man in the clouds, I prayed, saw and talked to spirits, and since I was young, I knew I was guided.
I have always been seeking Source- even in my teens and twenties when I was partying and living the wild life. And, being someone that was drawn to the miraculous, I saw it! So many times…I saw my prayers and my intentions hold power- and this was when I was still internally fractured.
There came a point that I understood that I didn’t understand something, that all the outward seeking, was me avoiding an inner-standing of myself, my shadow and my unconscious mind.
Through a series of difficulties, I learned to listen to this very small voice that was inside of me, asking me to do things that were hard and uncomfortable. As I followed this inner knowing, I began to learn about my inner shadow and the unconscious self - which supported me to unravel more and more, and see these hidden parts of myself. I deeply invested in understanding my unconscious/ shadow, the duality & polarity of life. This explained why was so hard for me to follow my own integrity and that still small voice! This also lead me to remembering Energy Healing, Astrology, Psychology and Duality. Reconnecting with this wisdom brought me back to my center and supported me to understand myself and others. All of which gave me permission to express myself and live authenticity.
I believe we are each invited to remember the wisdom we carry and we are here on our hero’s journey; which entails learning about all the difficult things about ourselves so that we can gain the courage to authentically express ourselves and live out our unique purposes- which is not an easy process! Personally, I don’t subscribe to the New Age idea that we manifest the life of our dreams and it’s all good- that is just an illusion. And yes, those teachers are pushing the illusion because they want it to be that way. But it isn’t. I see Life as the hero’s journey - as a way of learning what it means to be in your own power & integrity in order to live fulfilled from the inside out- which means that you can experience life’s struggles and still have clarity, steadiness, inner peace and joy.
As life unraveled for me, I had to deconstruct and reconstruct my life and worldview (several times!). I experienced many dark nights of the soul, through which I learned how to sit with my greatest grief, fears and sadness. The loss and divorce of my partner / best friend, stepping away from my family and friends in order to get clarity, having nothing and no one to lean on, I felt deep pain and grief. And through this, I learned how to be with my pain, hurt, anger and grief and how essential it was for me to experience healing. I also learned how vital it is for someone to hold sacred space for my pain- which is something few people have the capacity to do. This is why I now hold this healing space for others- personally I did not find anyone who had the capacity to really be with and hold my pain, without taking it on, overly empathizing or pitying me. All of those, hinder healing. Healing involves feeling and integrating the parts of us that we have suppressed or shamed, without judgement or the need to fix them.
That being said, I’m not here to fix you or anyone! I also don’t believe you are broken and I don’t believe there is anything wrong with you. Rather, there is alot RIGHT about you, and Healing is about understanding and integrating all the things you suppressed.
Having experienced hopelessness, self sabotage, depression, anguish, and feeling lost; I deeply know how hard it can be live on this planet. What I discovered is that we I had a story that I was telling myself in my unconscious mind- and that story was running my life- and that meant, that I could learn how to tell a new story and reprogram my unconscious mind and my body. So I did!! Through years of trials and tests and triumphs and challenges, I learned that my body was a vessel of wisdom- I always knew what was going on, I knew what to do….I just didn’t know how to do it! So learned to be safe in my body and to become the validation I was looking for. This is why I am passionate about releasing and reprogramming- this has changed me from the inside out. As as a guide, I will be a witness to your journey and offer clear grounded insight, that will align with your intuitive knowing and support you to reprogram your unconscious mind.
My life's work is to disrupt the ideals of what is normal and what we should or shouldn't be, so that we can be who we truly are & consciously create lives, relationships and experiences that really do, feel good to our soul. When we do this, we FEEL health from the inside out. My offerings empower individuals to explore themselves and their inner truths so that they can learn what it means to satisfied at a soul level.
We are all on a journey of evolution and spirituality and there isn’t “one way”. But there is a way that is real for you and a way that is an illusion for you. This is the experience of duality, that we can exist under an illusion and it is also real. We are invited to honestly ask: Is the way that I’m choosing creating more of an illusion? Am I just saying all the right things, but not able to actualize them? Or am I empowered to live in inner freedom, authenticity and with inner peace? It is difficult to admit when we are living in the illusion. If we are constantly looping and cycling in the same struggles, we are in the illusion. And it is valid and okay to be in an illusion, there is no judgement, but if we want to experience liberation and live in inner peace… honesty with ourselves and understanding ourselves are key.
It’s okay to do a 180, to flip things upside down or let things go. Sometimes the medicine we need is not what one might think. In the process you may discover that your still small voice was speaking to you all along. You do have all that you need inside of you. And I’m here to support you to discover it.
It would be my honor to work with you on your hero’s journey.
As above, So below
As Within, So Without
As the Universe, so the Soul
— Hermes Trismegistus